useless fag,beautiful dream.all about her.

i'm so useless, after so long i'd realize i'm nothing to her after all.see i can't help but to call her even in my busiest moment, i can even say she's now my first priority but still i can't win her over.talked to my mum about her and she told me the same old things.i called her and talk about some normal things before i consulted her.

ME: chio bu, how?i really dunno what to do leh.
MUM: aiyoh this type of things cannot force 1 mah, slowly lor.
ME: wah!more den 2 months liao leh.
MUM: got so long meh?
ME: of cuz lar u not the 1 after her u wont know how much time have past.
MUM: if it's taking so long den good lor.not like last time everytime so easy get den easy let go also.
ME: wah ma, i change liao lar.not like last time ler.for the past few months u got see me bring any other girls back other den her?
MUM: dun haf lar.but u still must think properly lar.u really like her anot meh?
ME: actually a few weeks ago i believe i really like her, but now u're making it sounds like a challenge to me, i'm afraid it's "the thing" in me, like get already den happy liao den let go again, how?
MUM: that's why u should consider it fully, dun anyhow toy with ppl's daughter.
ME: i nv, this time i'm really serious, my actions alone can prove it.
MUM: is it because u too many actions?some girls dun like so many actions mah.
ME: KAO ma, my actions are not those pattern more den badminton actions, i mean i've done quite alot for her also leh.dun tell me like that not good meh?den want me punch her den she'll like meh?
MUM: u siao ah?!
ME: no lar.joking only lar.
MUM: aiyah u see yourself lar.just be a good boy and let things flow, dun change the course of nature ok?
ME: ok lor.u my mum i of cuz listen to u lor.
MUM: u dun KNS, this type of things ask me other things u dun LISTEN?
ME: aiyah, maybe u can enlighten me mah?or u teach me how daddy got u last time?
MUM: wah~! last time ur mum stupid now i think u met a smart girl.HAHA!
ME: so daddy also stupid lar that's why marry a stupid like u?
MUM: TSK!ok lar.go do ur things lar i reaching home.
ME: okok BYEBYE.

den she hang up the phone, den i was thinking to myself, was it my brain that was doing the thinking or was it my heart that was doing the feeling?i'm turning paranoid.but that night my best fren(martell) did me a good favour.went to nana and celebrated yz bday.he damn early "toh" already.LOL.den witness some CATFIGHT  wah the girl really damn fierce, take off slippers and even slapped a bouncer, whack a few guys and chiong a girl.WAHAHA.the quote her fren say later lagi best but dun say here better lar.after the catfight me and cal went back to camp lo.this is when my best fren helps me.

reached my comfy bed.                   "TOH"! den i had the sweetest dream about bui chai, she said the best-est thing i've yet heard from her, and i think at the point of time i was grinning because i woke up and the first thing i did was gave myself a wicked smile =) but but but dream and reality are worlds of 2 different dimensions, i dun think she'll ever say that thing.if dreams will be forever this nice den i hope i can remain asleep for the rest of my life.because it's all about bui chai.PS: tomorrow,thursday and friday on off =) but needa go TP tomorrow but not for good reasons.shit~









































QOTD: Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.