no1 can ever replace u.

trust me everyone. i am crying at the same time as i'm writing this post. because all along i din know love was surrounding/circling/pestering me. not from bq, nee soon or any other thai disco, but it was actually so close to me all my life.

u can never be replaced. u r the no.1 lady in this world. too bad u're attached otherwise to have u as my partner would be the gloriest chapter of my life. my dad is sooooooooooooo lucky to have u, as well as my 2 chatterbox cunts, and of course me. u r the bestest thing, i was glad that i'm destined to be related to u.

ma, ur love for me is so great it is impeccable, undefeatable and undeniable. i owe my life to u the day u suffered for 9 months before u got warded and doctor and nurses were shouting at u to "PUSH" for my first cry. i know u were glad when u know u were expecting a son, ashame? i should be. but u never gave up on me, u never listen to any comments/criticism/remarks made by those cuckold heads, or people-with-too-much-words-stuck-in-they-mouth-that-they-have-to-spout-it-out-like-when-a-whale-is-ejaculating, pure branded cockshitfartface. FUCK y'all.

mother, my mum, wife of my dad, sister of my aunties and uncles and daughter of my grandmother, u ARE the GREATEST. i care for u even though i dun show it like u do. dun be misunderstood. i always love u, i really really do. give me a chance to make u proud. i can't promise but i'll try very hard, very very very hard and i'll try.

PS: thanks for the lunar birthday mian sian. happy belated birthday to u my love, i'm sucha un-filial son.

QOTD: my mother's wonderful. to me she's perfection.

training, learning, moving.

my second week so i promised this week i will cook fried rice and of cuz indeed i did cook fried rice but so lack of ingredients cuz i wanna concentrate on my super-sandwich =D

a phone call from her and i woke up, went down to NTUC to get my ingredients. but everytime i cook it will at least take me 2 hours. super long all right. but let's take a look at it.

slicing the breads.

ingredients.

beautiful breads after preparing it.

the fried rice =(

 the end product =)

oh btw, bui chai now is selling tupperware. LOL.

PS: it's the thoughts that counts? somehow, i want more.

QOTD: the success of love is in the loving - it is not in the result of loving. of course it is natural in love to want the best for the other person, but whether it turns out that way or not does not determine the value of what we have done.

haeundae: a movie of emotions

went to watch haeundae a couple of days ago with bui chai,al,kev,hl,g,jb,sher. the show's good, funny at first den it became draggy in the middle and lastly it was quite sad. but the show taught me 3 things which occurred to me that these virtues are self-discovered by me when i fall in love with this little girl few months ago.

1. RESPECT - respect those elders and people around you, don't regret being rude to them when they suddenly left. my point is i respect her more than i respect myself, she's my top priority.

2. CHERISH - acknowledge those that u love and cherish their presence and the fact that u get to know them. my point is that i cherish her but she thinks that i don't.

3. LOVE - shower love to those u care, love is the greatest thing on earth. my point is that if i don't love her, i wouldn't go that extra step for her. i am always willing to take that extra step just to make her happy.

i dun even have the chance to tell you my 8th promise to u: it's that i will always be there for you, no matter the situation.

and u should really know why i cri** like a fucking baby that time i watched 17again. dunno was it me or was it the show?

PS: don't think that the whole world knows everything, i never told anyone what you text me.

QOTD: if you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were.

bkk,thailand. city and country of wonders =D

been such a long time since i went thai disco, went to club mango @ middle road ytd with mc, LOL, saw alot of people that i know, need to start going to thai disco again to brush up my thai so i'm able to use it when i land at thailand come december. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO just can't wait!

meanwhile woke up early today so started cooking dinner for buichai, "ai xin wan can"!!! LOL but this meal cost me a bomb course i left my key pouch on the cab den had to go all the way to kallang/geylang bahru to take it back from him den back home again b4 i discovered i actually damned B's iphone 2G. c'mon lar now 3G lar please upgrade ok?!

next week would be............................................... fried rice?

but please take a look at my "ai xin wan can" =D

carving out the letters and shapes.

 final product of my "ai xin fried bee hoon wan can" specially for her to consume to my delight for years to come to improve it so she'll love it more den i love cooking it for her to improve her tastebud for many more dishes for me to learn to cook more and more for her to fill her never-full stomach so that she can maintain the buichai nick which i gave her to make me think of her everytime i saw food and all the time when i'm awake.

PS: how to cure a person when he is missing some1? easy, let him see the person. but, but, but, i miss her even i've seen her.how's that?

QOTD: a mighty pain to love it is, and 'tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain.

long time no seeeeeeeeeeeeeee

quite long since i last blog but i only had a issue today, course i got a friend who is in a dilemma so wanna help her here.

jb, before u get all confused or mixed up or lost, just ask yourself this:

do you like communicating with him?

do you communicate with him well?

do you like to share first time information with him?

do you wanna call him when you're free?

do you wanna call him when you're lonely?

do you wanna call him when you're drunk?

do you wanna call him all the time?

do you dare to let him try something that you've just learned?

is he the first person you thought of when you're about to sleep and when you just woke up?(don't mind the timing, we all just don't care whether the earth is orbiting round the sun or not, we sleep to our own timing =D)

if your answers are all yes to the above questions, den you should really go for him.it'll end up pretty well, i guess?

well, i may be wrong? =((  but i think you should try, at least try so that you'll know.

or u can try to hang out with him so that you can ask yourself the above questions.

PS: baby, there's something about you that, i can hold on to, i'm going to hold on to that.

QOTD: in a great romance, each person basically plays a part that the other really likes.

karma

first time like that.

got punished somemore.

was really unlucky at this period of time.

we're all ducks of our own trade, useless and hapless, but not helpless.

                    

lips.

eyes.

as a whole.

haha. i look like shit! powerlah powerhouse.

PS: u belong to the second type of girls for me.

QOTD: there are 2 types of girls in this world, first are the ones that u-shag-and-u-leave type, second are the ones that u-shag-and-u-snuggle-up type.