now u see it, now u dun!

outstanding macbook i simply lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeee it.can edit the pics so wonderfully that it can make any1 look like they're wearing a handsome suit.seeing is believing.

now u see it.

now u dun.

now u see it.

now u dun.

haha.this is a new martial arts done by the scary one and only pinching bitch.but here's the best pic.take a look!

no more stars!LOL!

PS:everybody is ugly on the outside,so u need to look,sound and feel beautiful inside.

QOTD:the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched,they must be felt with the heart.

APPLE I LOVE U!

omg i'm so freaking excited cuz my first notebook is actually a macbook.ha loooooooove everything bout it.the cam, the functions and the outlook,but kinda unfamiliar with the functions and applications.quite chim so i'll be learning ^^

using the my mb to take silly pictures.LOL.but since i'm using it to take pictures, i can't take pictures of it!lame fuck.and all words appeared opposite directions.LOL.i'm gonna be mad.but lotsa pictures cannot upload lar cuz it's just damn stupid and damn rated!LOL.

^^ btw any1 wanna join me in taking couples' pics with it?come baby come.LOL.

PS:black is vintage sexy, white is the new sexy.hit it!and iPhone i'll be back ^^

QOTD:an apple a day keeps the doctor away.but not the nurse ^^

let's photohunt!topic:tidy up my room!

before:

 

 

 

 

after:

 

 

 

lol.tidy up my room me arse!i simply just threw away alot of things o.O and i super duper love the 2nd last pic,can really shows that i'm fucking in love with alcohol and cigarettes but really contrasting is the buddha,winnie the pooh and a un-scary red jason mask,hidden beneath it is actually a MONKEY!oh btw, there's something which i shouldn't show to y`all but is in the pics.spot it!

PS:alot of things can be thrown away but some just really can't and u just wanna keep it with u all the way.

QOTD:throw your dreams into space like a kite, and you do not know what it will bring back, a new life, a new friend, a new love, a new country.

angelicious face, devilicious body but calamitious?

see?they bite!now which side is scarier?

oh yeah stop mentioning the past when u were the one that wanted it to be different.move on?tsktsktsk.

think i truly like challenges,life is so full of obstacles and i have to overcome different uphill tasks i met thru my entire life,haha yah you're ONE of them =)

signed my 2nd contract,i dunno how but needa think hard for my OWN sake.

PS:how to let y`all understand it was just for fun?

QOTD:just play, have fun, enjoy the game.

friends.

friends are common, best friends are usual, good friends are unique, great friends are rare =)

i have friends that are so good towards me that makes me wanna become a gay just to be with him all my life, it's not the problem of distance as a friend staying so near me may not be as good as someone who stays jurong. it's not the matter of calling each other everyday to chat even the dumbest thing because i know they will be there to pick up my call, anytime, it's not the accompany that i need from them everyday to go everywhere or anywhere but i know they will when i call =)

friends are way better than girls, they don't run away from u just because u ignore their call, they don't vent their frustration on u when someone else gets them angry, they respect u and u give the amount of respect back without humming a single noise =)

I LOVE Y`ALL =)

in friends i trust
for it's money we lust
as we don't have a past
cause we look forward to the future ahead of us

PS: thanks for everything, everything was appreciated, everything was great, u were great, except for the puke =P

QOTD: wars come and go, but my soldiers stay eternal.

no1 can ever replace u.

trust me everyone. i am crying at the same time as i'm writing this post. because all along i din know love was surrounding/circling/pestering me. not from bq, nee soon or any other thai disco, but it was actually so close to me all my life.

u can never be replaced. u r the no.1 lady in this world. too bad u're attached otherwise to have u as my partner would be the gloriest chapter of my life. my dad is sooooooooooooo lucky to have u, as well as my 2 chatterbox cunts, and of course me. u r the bestest thing, i was glad that i'm destined to be related to u.

ma, ur love for me is so great it is impeccable, undefeatable and undeniable. i owe my life to u the day u suffered for 9 months before u got warded and doctor and nurses were shouting at u to "PUSH" for my first cry. i know u were glad when u know u were expecting a son, ashame? i should be. but u never gave up on me, u never listen to any comments/criticism/remarks made by those cuckold heads, or people-with-too-much-words-stuck-in-they-mouth-that-they-have-to-spout-it-out-like-when-a-whale-is-ejaculating, pure branded cockshitfartface. FUCK y'all.

mother, my mum, wife of my dad, sister of my aunties and uncles and daughter of my grandmother, u ARE the GREATEST. i care for u even though i dun show it like u do. dun be misunderstood. i always love u, i really really do. give me a chance to make u proud. i can't promise but i'll try very hard, very very very hard and i'll try.

PS: thanks for the lunar birthday mian sian. happy belated birthday to u my love, i'm sucha un-filial son.

QOTD: my mother's wonderful. to me she's perfection.

training, learning, moving.

my second week so i promised this week i will cook fried rice and of cuz indeed i did cook fried rice but so lack of ingredients cuz i wanna concentrate on my super-sandwich =D

a phone call from her and i woke up, went down to NTUC to get my ingredients. but everytime i cook it will at least take me 2 hours. super long all right. but let's take a look at it.

slicing the breads.

ingredients.

beautiful breads after preparing it.

the fried rice =(

 the end product =)

oh btw, bui chai now is selling tupperware. LOL.

PS: it's the thoughts that counts? somehow, i want more.

QOTD: the success of love is in the loving - it is not in the result of loving. of course it is natural in love to want the best for the other person, but whether it turns out that way or not does not determine the value of what we have done.

haeundae: a movie of emotions

went to watch haeundae a couple of days ago with bui chai,al,kev,hl,g,jb,sher. the show's good, funny at first den it became draggy in the middle and lastly it was quite sad. but the show taught me 3 things which occurred to me that these virtues are self-discovered by me when i fall in love with this little girl few months ago.

1. RESPECT - respect those elders and people around you, don't regret being rude to them when they suddenly left. my point is i respect her more than i respect myself, she's my top priority.

2. CHERISH - acknowledge those that u love and cherish their presence and the fact that u get to know them. my point is that i cherish her but she thinks that i don't.

3. LOVE - shower love to those u care, love is the greatest thing on earth. my point is that if i don't love her, i wouldn't go that extra step for her. i am always willing to take that extra step just to make her happy.

i dun even have the chance to tell you my 8th promise to u: it's that i will always be there for you, no matter the situation.

and u should really know why i cri** like a fucking baby that time i watched 17again. dunno was it me or was it the show?

PS: don't think that the whole world knows everything, i never told anyone what you text me.

QOTD: if you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were.

bkk,thailand. city and country of wonders =D

been such a long time since i went thai disco, went to club mango @ middle road ytd with mc, LOL, saw alot of people that i know, need to start going to thai disco again to brush up my thai so i'm able to use it when i land at thailand come december. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO just can't wait!

meanwhile woke up early today so started cooking dinner for buichai, "ai xin wan can"!!! LOL but this meal cost me a bomb course i left my key pouch on the cab den had to go all the way to kallang/geylang bahru to take it back from him den back home again b4 i discovered i actually damned B's iphone 2G. c'mon lar now 3G lar please upgrade ok?!

next week would be............................................... fried rice?

but please take a look at my "ai xin wan can" =D

carving out the letters and shapes.

 final product of my "ai xin fried bee hoon wan can" specially for her to consume to my delight for years to come to improve it so she'll love it more den i love cooking it for her to improve her tastebud for many more dishes for me to learn to cook more and more for her to fill her never-full stomach so that she can maintain the buichai nick which i gave her to make me think of her everytime i saw food and all the time when i'm awake.

PS: how to cure a person when he is missing some1? easy, let him see the person. but, but, but, i miss her even i've seen her.how's that?

QOTD: a mighty pain to love it is, and 'tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain.

long time no seeeeeeeeeeeeeee

quite long since i last blog but i only had a issue today, course i got a friend who is in a dilemma so wanna help her here.

jb, before u get all confused or mixed up or lost, just ask yourself this:

do you like communicating with him?

do you communicate with him well?

do you like to share first time information with him?

do you wanna call him when you're free?

do you wanna call him when you're lonely?

do you wanna call him when you're drunk?

do you wanna call him all the time?

do you dare to let him try something that you've just learned?

is he the first person you thought of when you're about to sleep and when you just woke up?(don't mind the timing, we all just don't care whether the earth is orbiting round the sun or not, we sleep to our own timing =D)

if your answers are all yes to the above questions, den you should really go for him.it'll end up pretty well, i guess?

well, i may be wrong? =((  but i think you should try, at least try so that you'll know.

or u can try to hang out with him so that you can ask yourself the above questions.

PS: baby, there's something about you that, i can hold on to, i'm going to hold on to that.

QOTD: in a great romance, each person basically plays a part that the other really likes.

karma

first time like that.

got punished somemore.

was really unlucky at this period of time.

we're all ducks of our own trade, useless and hapless, but not helpless.

                    

lips.

eyes.

as a whole.

haha. i look like shit! powerlah powerhouse.

PS: u belong to the second type of girls for me.

QOTD: there are 2 types of girls in this world, first are the ones that u-shag-and-u-leave type, second are the ones that u-shag-and-u-snuggle-up type.

fullest,fulled,filled,empty,emptied.

one mistake....................................................................POOF!



i will move on, but i will be rounding in circles, cuz i am too lost.



i have failed, completely, entirely, undeniably, eventually, lastly.

the trip to bangkok in december...............................    how?

PS: for the first time i actually felt so much pain in my heart. can someone check on it and tell me is it broken?

QOTD: fuck no quotes, dig my fucking heart and fucking check it fucking fuck.

you are a winner.

you won, like you always do. asked myself when did i not give in to u? i can't answer it, no matter was it the past, now or the future? i will never have the answer.

i did a mistake, she returned me 10 times or even 100 times. i dunno why. i dunno how. i dunno when. i dunno where. but i know who. they say u can't predict the future, but i believe we can promise a future and i promise u, bui chai, i will forever be giving in to u, i won't make no mistake like this again, no matter when, where, why or how. notice why's the "who" missing?

cuz nobody else deserved it like u so no "WHO" only WONG SZE KUAN =)



PS: you are the root. 


QOTD: the power of a relationship lies in someone who care less.

i'm so wrong.

OMG i din know it'll backfire like this.

girl i'm really so fucking sorry, so fucking fucking sorry, please get over it aight?

i shouldn't ignore u and it's my mistake and my wrong my bad to do so just PLEASE forgive my stupidity, my foolishness, my ignorance and my dumbness for doing sucha stupid thing.


you're of great importance to me. now,always,forever and ever.love you.

PS: you are the only 1 that i went overboard with.i do, cherish u.

QOTD: cherish all your happy moments; they make a fine cushion for old age.

bbq? bad bbq.

how does alcohol helps a moody person?

it simply makes u lose your consciousness and you'll open up, resulting in very embarassing situations.

zw, i'm really fucking sorry for what i've did to u, i know u must be fucking angry with me, but i'm really damn sorry and also i'd like to thank you for being there for me. i love you.

really shouldn't had gone, but what's done can't be undone, went there with a stomachache, headache and a heartache. of cuz there'll be repercussions when i drink. oh please, forgive me!

PS: guess next time when i emo, i should just stay away from crowd.

QOTD: nothing helps a bad mood like spreading it around.

sushi isn't that easy!

reached home ytd at 11plus, shit lor, actually fell asleep on the bus until the bus parked back in the bus park. the bus driver was also shocked when he see me walking from the back when he wanted to get off the bus, simply just told him "sorry uncle fall asleep". LOL.

at home really nothing to do, watch endorphine illusion concert, cuz really nothing else to do larrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. den just before i want settle down and watch some movies suddenly i felt so empty, seriously very empty, but i meant my tummy =D so went down to vari nice met bry to eat mee pok. this time it hit my mind why dun i go to the 24 hr NTUC and get my things for my sushi, so after the mee pok went NTUC and den back home for my sushi making.

reached home at around 4am, look up the instructions and videos before taking down notes on the steps etc. started cooking the rice, den prepare the vinegar den come the tedious part, slicing/cutting/chopping/whacking/peeling/plucking/separating/scratching and removing the ingredients/fillings of the sushi o.O removing the shells off the prawns are quite tiring, seriously! started rolling/wrapping/packaging the sushis, everything was done around 6am+ =( so damn long!

tried a few of my sushi and the rice actually taste nice, but the fillings? BLEAHS not so good. LOL. no choice man 1st time making it, needa get so much more recipes/ingredients/utensils/tools to make it better the next time, i'll be back! following are the pics =D

                   the hands making the sushi, so soaked =(

the mess of making sushi =(

and finally, the end product =)

PS: my weakness is my inability to motivate u to move on from ur past, i'll try harder by every means =)

QOTD: ability is what you're capable of doing. motivation determines what you do. attitude determines how well you do it.

i need you

a long day out, first off, yesterday went to sentosa at sucha late time even the sun went to sleep when we reached. not a very fun outing inlcuding all the banglas taking pics down there, kudos to grace for walking up to em mouthing vulgarities each time a bangla took up his camera/cameraphone to take a snap of em.LOL.

after sentosa went over to harbourfront to have our dinner, it's pizza hut, ate quite alot before it's home for every1, but i'm on a mission aight? send bui chai back home but i was intending to go home at around 11plus but ended up it was so late, i seriously dunno why i stayed there til so late.den comes the bad idea from her bleeding sister to play mahjong, but there's only 3 players and i knew beforehand that i was going to lose for sure, not because i can predict the future but because i always fell short on luck whenever i play 3 players mahjong and of course lost heavily to app and aunty. chew~

after the mahjong, bui chai woke up, what a right timing eh? 4am! watch a show on SCV before going down to interchange to buy our takeaway breakfast, came back to her house and had our breakfast before the awkward moment occur. i actually fall asleep on the chair den bui chai asked me want to sleep just go ahead but i insist i'm able to stay awake.KNN. 2nd time i fell asleep again, no way out bui chai drag me to her room and at the same time asking her aunty whether i can sleep on her bed and by the time her aunty say yes i was already asleep.sound asleep.

woke up at around evening time, hair damn messy lo. same watched tv once i woke up but bui chai's aunties all going out, so it's only her maid,bui chai and i left at home, den bui chai suddenly say she's tired and wanted to sleep den i start my job again, as a sleep-watcher just like yesterday, watched her slept all the way and when bui chai sleep she's really fugly,     but i'm still attracted to her =)  and  her aunties came home den i head home. but i was wondering am i amenable for her staying at home until at night?  

 

oh by the way j, u told me this and u told me that. u wanted me to do this and that. but i've realise all these are your lies. your lies of getting me into the game. both me and you are in the picture, you'll never need me unless your car had a tire punctured, course i'm just a spare. game over! continue? 

PS: now den i know actually the 3 most important words about love isn't i love you, but it's actually i need you. and i really need you.

QOTD: generosity is giving more than you can, and pride is taking less than you need.

why?

why? why would she think that way? i will never try. not with u.



off to sentosa later, but before that need to get my additional ingredients for my sushi and my hair cut.

i'm coming for u SUN! =D



PS: never assume, because when u assume u are putting an ass infront of u and me.


QOTD: if we all worked on the assumption that what is accepted as true is really true, there would be little hope of advance.

"i don't want u to keep waiting"

woke up at 2130 on friday, by a text that was sent to me around evening time.it was the repeated notification that woke me up. astonishing right? just can't believe it. met ju,sher,jb,kev and bui chai at central den after that went cine to watch movie but kev left us cuz he was tired so it was me with 4 gorgeous ladies o.O or was it 3 1/2? LOL.

quite a few shows to watch since it was already 1am but in the end we chose the time traveler's wife since it was out for quite long, but man,ladies,guys,boys girls,gays,lesbians and mammals believe me! this show is gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood, at least to me, erm actually had watery eyes during a few parts of the show, it's a love story lar maybe i'm just empathizing =) but really worth it for couples to watch it.strongly recommended! after the show slack awhile outside cine before heading back to bui chai's house. watch alot of shows on SCV until 12pm. I'M SO STRONG WHEN THE MOON IS SHINING ON ME! =D but bui chai went to sleep first before i head back home. ARGH~

after that took a cab back to sk, went rivervale mall's daiso, walked for 1 hour plus in the end got some ingredients for my sushi making and i'm now google-ing how to make sushi. haha. gonna make some sushi for her, that's what i promised her. PREPARE TO TASTE IT!!! =D

but i believe a great sushi-maker-chef-tester-googler-learner should get ample rest before he can make sushi therefore i'm gonna collaspe here and right now to get ready my moon shining. ciao~



PS: why so much effort? it's just for u and u only.


QOTD: effort only fully releases its reward after a person refuses to quit.

feeling of .........

i never had this type of feeling before.

the feeling of wanting u when i'm alone,

the feeling of wanting u when i'm with my friends,

the feeling of wanting u when i just left u,

the feeling of wanting u even when i'm with u,

the feeling of wanting u in every moment when i'm awake,

the feeling of wanting u in every moment when i'm asleep,

am i dying?

cuz these feelings are making me looking like a person with a terminal illness.

cuz i always believe when a person is dying, he'll want to spend the last moments of his life with his loved ones.

or am i just dying to have u?

PS: i really getting numb to your pinches, u need to be better =)


QOTD: it is difficult to know at what moment love begins; it is less difficult to know that it has begun.

the time is hard.

5 days of off just passed and this week gonna have lotsa off again. from friday til next tuesday.den again the week after gonna have another 4 days off. so many offs but can't go oversea.wtf? guess i needa be healthy during this time, but i'm afraid bui chai will say health health health your cb!lol. i dun care!planning of going to sentosa this weekend, i really need vitamin C  cuz my skin is peeling off. just like a growing up snake.eeeww. i need the SUN this time round, move aside MOON. LOL. this post is gonna be short cuz nothing to bitch bout =)


PS: i know it's hard for u, i understand, i really do =)


QOTD: all change is not growth, as all movement is not forward.

guilty pleasure?

why is she always saying things,that to me,is like redeeming herself? was it out of guilt or sympathy? or was it for the sake of saying it? just for fun?i'm confused.skip it~



my mum is back~oh la la.and the first thing i told her when she got back? "ma, help me with my laundry, i'm running out of clothes to wear!"LOL. she complaint back that the first thing i tell her was to do work.sorry ma but i really can't do what u do best, taking care of me and everything involving this family.so glad u're back.life is normal now, i mean with my family.

watched gamer just now with a, not a bad show. the storyline is almost similar to death race but this time there's a player and they control the "virtual figure" using some technology called nanex,sounds quite rude, but these virtual figures are actually real humans who are on death row. imagine some1 really invent and eventually use this nanex thingy.the world will be in a total mess.btw the show is also full of tits, should watch it cuz there's a game in the show also quite similar to SIMS.LOL.




PS: i think my brain cells are being replaced by nanex controlled by u.


QOTD: guilt has very quick ears to an accusation.

patience is a virtue.

my patience is becoming my greatest strength.
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i have tolerated her more den i have tolerated myself or any form of organic creatures.
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yet the time is still ticking.
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i dunno when will it stop ticking and finally explode.
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or is it just a ticking bomb that never explodes?







PS: u've already broken my record.

QOTD: have patience. all things are difficult before they become easy.

i miss my mum!

oh no, my mum is only gone for 2 days and i'm starting to miss her.MA come back fast i miss u alot! i seriously find it hard to cope without u. i washed my own clothes,hang em up and collect em back den i iron em. now i know my mum is really like a maid/bangla to us.i'm only handling my OWN laundry, imagine she does the WHOLE family's laundry plus sweeping/mopping the WHOLE house plus ironing ALL the clothes and whatever chores she's suppose to do and on top all this she still has her own work at hougang point. my mum's the BEST, she can nv be replaced, NEVER.but there's some1 who's on par with her, who else?bui chai lor, but she's not so hardworking lar.she's a lazy bum with a tummy like she's pregnant with a 5 months foetus.LOL.i love u a little bit lesser den i love my mum =)

PS: ma i really love u, thank you for everything u have done for me and this family.u stands as the no. 1 in my heart forever!

QOTD: no friends or spouses are destined but our parents are destined.nobody can choose their biological parents for if u were their sons, it's forever u remained as their son.

father + son + home = home quiet home!

boringggggggggggggggggggggggg, my mum and my 2 sisters with my aunties and cousins all went bangkok.i so wanna go!!!!! why my aunty din buy my ticket?they wan girls night out ah?all ladies where got fun?somemore i think i know thailand much better den them can be their guide somemore. aiyahhhhhhhhhhhhh, this whole week off also no use at home only got me and my dad, when i wake up he's not around anymore and when he wakes up i'm already sleeping.but i may be wrong? sically my dad use this time to "play" leh? aiyaiyai~ lonely lo this week.

went to watch blood ties with bui chai, kev and hl.the show was quite nice lar actually, but we missed the starting.i hate it when i'm going to watch a movie but miss even a single second from the movie.dunno but just hate it.after the show wanted to find some place to makan but cant find a single 24 hour coffeeshop but bui chai dun wanna eat mac(guess she scare too swollen is it?LOL) so went back home instead,but not my house went to bui chai house.ordered mac while bui chai eat maggi mee(not i torture her but she preferred maggi).after eating mj sia!!!lol.won some but push all my winnings to bui chai den in the end she won 50 from her aunty.LOL.after that tong all the way until morning den decided to go SPCA to get a dog but CB SPCA adoption area is closed on thursday.WTF?no choice sent bui chai back home relax abit before heading home at 1230.freaking shaggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.but but but come home to a silent place.no1 at home.so OMG!

PS: if u asked a favor from some1, u can repay the favor.if u borrow money from some1, u can return the money.but time is something which cannot be returned,replaced or repaid.u can never give back time but i'm willing to spend my time away for u.dunno why i just think that it's worth it.


QOTD: live today,it is where tomorrow's memory begins.

useless fag,beautiful dream.all about her.

i'm so useless, after so long i'd realize i'm nothing to her after all.see i can't help but to call her even in my busiest moment, i can even say she's now my first priority but still i can't win her over.talked to my mum about her and she told me the same old things.i called her and talk about some normal things before i consulted her.

ME: chio bu, how?i really dunno what to do leh.
MUM: aiyoh this type of things cannot force 1 mah, slowly lor.
ME: wah!more den 2 months liao leh.
MUM: got so long meh?
ME: of cuz lar u not the 1 after her u wont know how much time have past.
MUM: if it's taking so long den good lor.not like last time everytime so easy get den easy let go also.
ME: wah ma, i change liao lar.not like last time ler.for the past few months u got see me bring any other girls back other den her?
MUM: dun haf lar.but u still must think properly lar.u really like her anot meh?
ME: actually a few weeks ago i believe i really like her, but now u're making it sounds like a challenge to me, i'm afraid it's "the thing" in me, like get already den happy liao den let go again, how?
MUM: that's why u should consider it fully, dun anyhow toy with ppl's daughter.
ME: i nv, this time i'm really serious, my actions alone can prove it.
MUM: is it because u too many actions?some girls dun like so many actions mah.
ME: KAO ma, my actions are not those pattern more den badminton actions, i mean i've done quite alot for her also leh.dun tell me like that not good meh?den want me punch her den she'll like meh?
MUM: u siao ah?!
ME: no lar.joking only lar.
MUM: aiyah u see yourself lar.just be a good boy and let things flow, dun change the course of nature ok?
ME: ok lor.u my mum i of cuz listen to u lor.
MUM: u dun KNS, this type of things ask me other things u dun LISTEN?
ME: aiyah, maybe u can enlighten me mah?or u teach me how daddy got u last time?
MUM: wah~! last time ur mum stupid now i think u met a smart girl.HAHA!
ME: so daddy also stupid lar that's why marry a stupid like u?
MUM: TSK!ok lar.go do ur things lar i reaching home.
ME: okok BYEBYE.

den she hang up the phone, den i was thinking to myself, was it my brain that was doing the thinking or was it my heart that was doing the feeling?i'm turning paranoid.but that night my best fren(martell) did me a good favour.went to nana and celebrated yz bday.he damn early "toh" already.LOL.den witness some CATFIGHT  wah the girl really damn fierce, take off slippers and even slapped a bouncer, whack a few guys and chiong a girl.WAHAHA.the quote her fren say later lagi best but dun say here better lar.after the catfight me and cal went back to camp lo.this is when my best fren helps me.

reached my comfy bed.                   "TOH"! den i had the sweetest dream about bui chai, she said the best-est thing i've yet heard from her, and i think at the point of time i was grinning because i woke up and the first thing i did was gave myself a wicked smile =) but but but dream and reality are worlds of 2 different dimensions, i dun think she'll ever say that thing.if dreams will be forever this nice den i hope i can remain asleep for the rest of my life.because it's all about bui chai.PS: tomorrow,thursday and friday on off =) but needa go TP tomorrow but not for good reasons.shit~









































QOTD: Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

work work work tough LABOUR!

it's saturday,but it's really a stuck-up-day.had to report to work early in the morning 5 so had no choice but to stay in.finish work as usual on friday and went to amk with b,wm,mj and a to have dinner.after that we played billiard but the whole place got only 8 tables and we're stuck to 1 table for the whole night.so when 2 persons are playing the other 3 will watch,STANDING, cuz the table had no freaking place to sit our ass on.

after billiard it was close to 2330 and there were no more bus 169 for us to take back to camp so we took a cab instead.reached camp dunno why the idiotic mj suggest we can actually go sing k so opened up the room and went for it.but ended up only b and me was singing as mj only came in and sang 3 songs before he disappears.locked the room returned everything went back to my bed and called her.and here i wanna make a statement-"I REALLY SUPER DETEST,HATE,DISLIKE,LOATHE,ABHOR,CONTEMN AND NAUSEATE AT THE SIGHT OF A LADY WITH ALOT OF MOLES ON HER FACE,CUZ THAT SICKENING LADY IS ALWAYS ASKING OTHERS TO DO WRONG THINGS THINKING IT WAS RIGHT?FUN?ENJOYING?she is really getting on my nerves and i hope i can tahan otherwise when i explode it'll be damn nastyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy."-ok, i'm back now.had a conversation with her found out that she's having cramps =( must be damn painful cuz she can't slp and she'll be heading out again.but never knew she went or not.

went to slp and woke up 2 hours later for?WORK!damn i'm hardworking.haha.did the show and murphy din came!phew~but it was all happy until the 2nd show murphy came looking for MAO.HAHA.SPIDERMAN,SPIDERMAN!show finishes and yeah back to camp!went home with an empty stomach guess i've really slim down during this few weeks.not like her BUI CHAI!LOL.still considering whether i should go out today or not,I WANNA BE A ZAI NAN,i'm really training hard and disciplining myself to be a outgoing zai nan.LOL.for now BB~



oh btw,i SO wanna get a husky for myself and a labrador for her =) coming soon~!









QOTD="THE POOREST OF ALL MEN IS NOT THE MAN WITH ONE CENT IN HIS POCKET BUT THE MAN WITH NO DREAMS"